MEMENTO MORI (2023)
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LYRICS
Rest Your Bones
1. It’s Only Your Heart
Verse 1: (A-Bm-D-E-E7)
It’s like a sun,
that’s setting in your chest...
It’s like a loss,
in time of loneliness...
It’s like a thought,
that’s waiting on your breath...
It’s like a drum,
that’s beating in your chest...
Chorus 1:
It’s in your heart,
It’s only your heart...
It’s only in your heart,
It’s only your heart....
Bridge:
In the time it takes to change your ways,
The day will surely fade to gray,
The sun will fall, the moon will rise,
And there’ll be darkness in your eyes,
And you’ll be thinking ‘bout the day,
And how it all slipped away...
Like the mind it takes to contemplate,
The many mistakes that you have made,
The wind will blow, the ground will shake,
And there’ll be nothing left to take,
And you’ll be thinking ‘bout the day,
And how you let it slip away...
Verse 2:
It’s like a mind,
that’s floating in the air...
It’s like a dream,
when I wasn’t really there...
It’s like a song,
where you sing your favorite part...
It’s like the moon,
floating past the stars...
Chorus 2:
It’s in your heart,
It’s only your heart...2 and 1/2 x’s
2. Maps
Capo on 2nd G - A - C - G
Verses -
I dreamt up a ship that sailed through the seas,
An anchor for purpose, a mind for the breeze,
And though I’ve been searching, just for to find,
A little more purpose to anchor my mind.
I have an orphaned heart in my chest,
Home for the winter, home here to rest,
And when it awakes it goes back again
To dreaming up ways to get back to the end.
I must have sung to her
Sung to her sweetly
Sweet melodies that remind her of leaving.
‘Cause oh on the next moon,
She won’t be breathing,
Air that I’ve exhaled inhaling believing...
That I’m on my own ship
Sailing the seas,
The loneliest notion
That makes it feel free.
I don’t stop to wonder
How long I’ve been gone
When rivers are maps to the oceans I’m on.
Rivers are maps to oceans sailed on.
3. Time Inside my Years
Verse 1- Am-C-G-Am-Am-C-G (Whole Song)
It came, it crashed to light,
Like the brightest star on the darkest night.
It sat like cancer in my bones...
It lay and festered there,
I set it free into the air,
But it just found it’s way back to my home.
Verse 2-
I felt it leaving here,
Like the fleeting time inside my years.
It just goes to show nothing’s bound...
Just like an undertow,
It pulled me down inside an ocean,
I made up my mind to float around.
Verse 3-
I’ve been asleep too long,
Dreaming about where I belong.
Speaking with a lion on my breath...
It felt just like a fire,
Felt like I’d been burned alive,
It left me with no certain fear of death.
Verse 4-
Now I’m somewhere in between,
What it is and what it seems.
There seems to be a beauty in what is true...
I hold it close to me,
As close to me as it can be,
Now I’ve never seen a sky so blue.
4. Horizon
Am - G 3x’s C - E
Verse 1
You took my heart
And ripped it out,
I picked it up off the ground
And swallowed it back down.
Verse 2
There is a truth
Inside your lies,
You closed your blinds
And it has opened up my eyes.
Verse 3
You’re sinking in
Like a setting sun,
Into the great blue ocean
On the horizon.
Verse 4
You paint your love
With the color gray,
Balancing dark and light
Where time just slips away.
5. REST YOUR BONES
That little voice
Inside your head
Is telling you
The past is dead
And it goes aaahhh
Pick up the years
You’ve left behind
Don’t you waste
Your wasted time
The years go bbbyyy
6. Edgar Allan Poe
Capo 2nd fret with guitar tuned down 1/2 step forms are - verses -G-C-Em-C chorus D-Am-Em-D 4x then D7
Verse 1 -
Oh my Lenore,
E.A. Poe Nevermore,
I pine for you when I awake.
An emptiness flows through,
And drains out my mind,
The weight of it all is bound to break.
Chorus-
And oh, you thought, you found it dear,
Everything inside you told you, you should believe in here,
And oh, you thought, you found it dear,
Everything inside you lied, you try to hide a truth you never wish to find.
(D7) Well find me
Verse 2 -
Oh my Lenore,
E.A. Poe Nevermore,
The Raven has run out of breath.
My hope’s flown before,
Like the burden once bore
Has now since accepted your death.
Chorus
Verse 3 -
Oh my Lenore,
E.A. Poe Nevermore,
Your shadow lies still on the floor.
7. WHERE THE SUN RISE
Heavy is the plow girl
I’m pushing through your field
Weary are my bones child
They need time to heal
When the sun comes, I will let you know
Where the sun rise, I am bound to go
Heavy is my heart gal
No need to carry it
The moon and the stars is
The company I’m with
When the sun comes, I will let you know
Where the sun rise, I am bound to go
Lonely is the mind (lord)
It’s colder in my soul
Is it my time (lord)
Will you let me know
When the sun comes, I will let you know
Where the sun rise, I am bound to go
8. SEA SICK
Verse 1-
(Guitar tuned down 1/2 step Am - E 3x’s then end on Am)
The 28 year captain of this ship,
I'm bound to sink with it...
I've sailed for years with these wooden stumps,
I've grown a little sea sick...
Chorus
C-G 3x’s then E
Verse 2-
Floating onward like a wayward dog,
I'm chomping at the bit...
My mind is rambling like a burning sun,
it’s gonna need a little time to set...
Chorus
Bridge-
Am-E-Dm-Am-E 2x’s
Outro (same chords as verse)
Oh my sun... don't you set on me...
Oh my moon... don't you rise on me.
Chorus
Outro cont...-
Oh let the tide... drag me out to sea...
Oh let the waves...crash down on me.
9. All A Ghost
You hear it loud, and it's off beat
these bleeding hearts, flooding the street,
and the city brick, and the cobblestone,
aren't half as hard, as this monotone,
voice that speaks, so soft of breath,
we are our own, until our death,
and the herd below, down on the ground,
is looking up, at nothing looking down...
If you abandon ship, instead of sink with it,
drown in the tide, we swim beside,
there is no link, to which we're bound,
though shelter here, to be found,
and the crow it wails, high off the ground,
dive in the sea, and drink it down...
The poets speak, like they have no name,
like they don't wake up, and go to sleep the same,
and the singers sing, in perfect harmony,
but the words they say, are out of key,
and you may find, that it's all a ghost,
all that you love, and hold close,
so hold it close.
10. Infantry
Tuned down 1/2 step capo on 2nd fret
C - G 3x’s Am - Em
Verse 1 -
The pressure is filling
A hunger that’s spilling
On thoughts that are killing
My brain.
A star to shine on
A love that relies on
A sun to cry
On the rain... Am - Em
Chorus
D-Am-Em-C, D-Am-Em-D (repeat 2x’s)
Don’t give up on me
Cut down my infantry
And oh the things you will see
An army inside of me...(hang on D then C to Em a couple x’s)
Verse 2 -
A hope that’s stolen
A soul that’s golden
Like a tear that’s shed
In the lake.
A stone that’s broken
An appreciated token
Of a love that you always
Forsake.
Chorus
Verse 3 -
An abyss to swallow
A heart that’s hollow
Like a wing
That has run out of breath.
A color so faded
In a grave you created
For the lives that you now
Put to rest.
Chorus
11. Sea Sick part 2
Verse 1 - (guitar tuned down 1/2 step capo on the 2nd fret)
Am-E 2x’s Dm-Am-E-Am
The one true love for me,
is asleep deep in the sea,
where the waves crash,
and break past,
her bones and debris.
On a homeward bound ship,
when the cannonball hit,
she got spun ‘round,
and sank down,
into the abyss...
What a morbid love to miss.
Chorus 1-
Man I feel like I’ve just been born.
Yeah straight from the womb,
I’m brand new, I’ve just been born.
Yeah straight from the grave,
I’m remade, I’ve just been born.
(following parts not on album)
Bridge-
Holy Moses, I’ve crossed over,
bending rivers, shakes and shivers,
and minions, of opinions,
have crashed across the bow.
Verse 2 -
Though my love has sank,
to the bottom of the tank,
there’s a new dawn,
to sail upon,
an absent god to thank.
Farther than before,
are the years spent from the shore,
there’s a high tide,
in my mind,
that keeps me wanting more...
What a beautifully sickening cure.
Chorus 2 -
Man I feel like I’ve just been set free.
Yeah straight from the chains,
I’m out again, I’ve just been set free.
Yeah straight from the cell,
my living hell, I’ve just been set free.
12. Far May You Fall
Em - G - Am - Em
Verse 1 -
An open mind has a cluttered basement,
An empty attic, a clogged kitchen sink...
Look behind there’s people back there,
That got you nowhere but led you to here... 2x
Verse 2 -
Long may you run with the wind at your back,
Far may you fall through it all...2x
13. Light Inside My Bones
Verses - Em-G-C-?(020010)-Am
Bridge - C(332010)-G-Em-Am 3x’s then C(332010)- G-A7
Verse 1-
You’ll get what you came
Here to see.
I’ll fall like the rain
In the sea.
I feel like a rose
In a cemetery of friends.
There’s a light inside my bones
That’ll shine when I break’em again.
Verse 2-
You’ll become what you came
Here to be.
You’ll call out my name
But you’ll never really know me.
There’s an aching in your heart
And oh it’s heavy as stone.
There’s a sadness in my eyes
Everytime I think of home.
Bridge-
Don’t let it go.
Don’t let it go.
Don’t let it go.
Don’t let me go.
I won’t let you go.
Verse 3-
And though it feels like, it’s so bright,
It’s growing darker in my mind.
Tell myself to get born, keep warm,
It’s getting colder all of the time.
The Heart, The Time, The Pen
THE HEART
1. Daniel Odin
Are you in a place, where no one knows
how bright the light inside of you glows
I’ve been lost at sea, floating off alone
you were born to be my way back home
All of your light is shining
Watching your sun rising
The darkness is only in your mind
It’ll be alright
You are who you were meant to be
You’ve been fighting since the day you were born
Pathways lighting to guide you back home
And you’ve been racing yet your soul isn’t worn
Engines firing to guide you back home
All of your light is shining
Watching your sun rising
The darkness is only in your mind
It’ll be alright
You are who you were meant to be
2. Beg, Steal & Borrow
There ain’t no road I wouldn’t travel
There ain’t no riddle I couldn’t unravel
And from the time that you wake till the time that you rest
I will give you all of the love in my chest
I will beg, steal & borrow for only you
There ain’t no island I wouldn’t swim to
No temptation I could give into
I’ll give you what’s mine for all of my time
I would hand you the sun just to give you its shine
I will beg, steal & borrow for only you
You know darling, you know I would die
Because we only have so much time
If you’d only want me to do the things that I want to
I would beg, steal, & borrow for only you
I would beg, steal & borrow
Walk backwards from tomorrow
I would beg, steal & borrow for only you
3. Newborn (Exon 42)
and the time was strange
yeah it paused and turned
and the fire raged and
I just burned
on the window panes
the rain founD its home
to be made of love and
not of stone...
I heard he was dying
off somewhere new
a fade to graY that I
trade for bLue
a crooked spin
to get caught in
a finish line where
the loss begins...
alarms went off
inside my head
because dreams wake up when
the sleep is dead
the fire died
and smoke filled my heArt
and time overflowed and
left me burned and scarred
yeah the fire died
and all went dim
the saddest song about
a godless hymn
yeah a darkness goNe from
a light within
a loneliness
where my love begins...
4. Missouri
The past is the ghost that haunts me babe
Nothing I can do but to be enslaved
I heard you were traveling across state lines
Now I got nothing, nothing but time
Set my love free so it never ends
Just blows right to you in Missouri winds
Trying to remember just what I miss
You’re forgetting it all in St. Louis
Are we the sum of all that we’ve known
Perfecting the parts that we’ve made our own
The greatest love is waiting on the tip of my tongue
A parlor trick, been playing it, since I was young
I don’t think I’ll ever leave this place
You’re not sure you want to come back this way
Lovely loneliness make me your own
River road ramble carry me home
Oh my dear you won’t be gone for long
I’ll be right here like a stone
It’s all in my mind
And oh my love what are you dreaming of
I’ve been asleep so long
It’s all in my mind
Oh you know they say you just got to wait for a sign
Oh you know they say you just got to wait for a sign
Just know you’ll be waiting for the rest of your life
Oh you know they say I just got to wait for a sign
The past is the ghost that haunts me babe
Nothing I can do but to be enslaved
Lovely loneliness make me your own
River road ramble carry me home
THE TIME
5. Five Six Seven Eight
Well the loveliest thing that I ever did see
Was a young man dreaming of what he could be
He was searching for love, he was searching for gold
He was waiting for life to fill up his soul
And it’s a 1,2,3,4 time is knocking on your door and you cannot not turn it away
And it’s a 5,6,7,8 don’t you dare believe in fate if it is not with you today
Well the loneliest thing that I ever did see
Was an old man crying in misery
He had found all the gold, he had bought lots of things
But he never had a love or a family (but he had nice things)
And it’s a 1,2,3,4 time is kicking down your door and you cannot turn it away
And it’s a 5,6,7,8 don’t you dare believe in fate if it is not with you today
6. Waking The Truth
I was waking the Truth
I was dreaming of you
I was thinking that I may not know what to do
I get frightened by time
I get lost in my mind
I get found stumbling around the proverbial line
Oh yellow my heart
As green is my mind
True blue is the hue that my love has designed
I get inspired by death
So I draw all my breaths
And I wander to ponder how much I have left
7. Entropy
Oh things are changing, moving way to fast for me
And oh ain’t it strange when, pass the things thought meant to be
And yeah, yeah I hear it calling, hear it calling out my name
And yeah I feel it clawing, feel it gnawing on my brain
What a wretched wonderful pain
Oh how I’m pacing, racing faster than before
And oh how I’m chasing, knowing nothing never leads to more
And yeah yeah I see it falling, see it falling to the floor
And yeah how I am crawling, to pick it up once more
What a beautifully sickening cure
8. The End Of Everything
Nothing really matters to you
Nothing really matters to me
Isn’t it something the end of everything
Anything is something the end of everything
All you know of love
You heard it from a friend
And your train of thought last night
Comes barreling towards the light
You go floating high above
Only to descend
To the place you always land
The end of everything
Put on your black dress
Is it me you’re thinking of
Because the big drum is drumming
To the calm ocean humming
And we’re going to make a mess
Of everything we love
Because the world is caving in
It’s the end of everything
We’re polishing our bright new shiny masks
Trading in our character for cash
Nothing here will last
Nothing will last
To hell with what I know
I don’t know what to believe
It’s the final curtain call
Of all the things I was before
And the light inside will glow
Until there’s nothing left to leave
What will be has always been
It’s the end of everything
Perfect worn out hearts
Shining bankrupt dreams
Are pulling us all
Into endless black holes
Where the heartache starts
The beauty can be seen
Grab all that you can bring
It’s the end of everything
We’re polishing our bright new shiny masks
Trading in our character for cash
Nothing here will last
Nothing will last
9. I’m Gray
I want to be fed the greatest lie, the greatest lie of all mankind
And when I die I want to be known as the only fool to not know why
The skies, the trees, the dirt, the breeze
And everything that lies between
Fee to believe, we’ll never know why
See to believe, I’ll never know why
I’m gray in the shade of your love
I want to see the hurricanes, the darkest pain, the hardest rain
And when I live I want to be known as the only fool that never did
Find a truth, define myself, cut out my heart to spite my health
Bound to leave, we’ll never know why
Bound to grieve, I’ll never know why
I’m gray in the shade of your love
And oh my dear
What I think of
And oh my love
What’s brought us here
I’m gray in the shade of your love
10. Alpha & Omega
Oblivion, I am not my name, I am not anything
Oh let it save you, the Alpha and Omega, it will make you everything
Oh to make a change, just to stay the same, the vast beautiful nothing
It’s a great escape, it’s a holiday, this life ain’t it something
11. Red Ring
Providence the name of my rifle
Have you heard the one about my last rival
Enemy the opposite of me
You can drown in the fire or burn in the sea
Red ring, red ring again
Like a halo around my head
Give me a pen and a room painted gray
Nothing really matters but everything is great
Oblivion hold the door for me
Who you love is all you own and who you love is free
Red ring, red ring again
Like a halo around my head
Providence the name of my bible
Have you heard the one about my last disciple
Enemy the reflection of me
You can show a man the light, can’t teach him how to see
Red ring, red ring again
Like a halo around my head
12. A Thousand Pages
I ruled like the king
I fell like the pawn
I came with the dusk
And left with the dawn
I wrote a million pages of my pain
Like a sun rising up after the rain
I’ve looked into the past
I thought about the end
Love is life you give
Not a slow death you lend
Retracing all my steps but my shoe size changed
It’s strange you rearrange your plans
To stay the same
Just as life is shadowed by death
I’m dying to live
Until I run out of breath
Escape into my mind where thoughts often fade (Fade into my mind where thoughts often age)
The love I thought I had was never really made
Came back from where it sent me
Caught a cursed kiss (Grew into a mist)
I felt so far from empty
I started to miss
The loneliness that always made me stop and think
The world might look a little better when I drink
Even the fool can see
The worst part of you is me
Even the fool can see
The worst part of you is me
I ruled like the king
I fell like the pawn
I left with the dusk
And came with the dawn
I wrote a thousand pages
Of how I won
Like a father raising up
His first born son
A past picture blue
A future flooded gray
A present paint by numbers
13 birds of prey
It’s a backwards, complicated way to live
The end you receive is the beginning you give
13. The Heart, The Time, The Pen
I forgot what I’m supposed to be
And who I thought I was
The truth we seek is the joke that we find
So I’m laughing just because
We’re free to think but slaves to time
With thoughts of promise and of doubt
Me and you were bound to fall in love
Don’t let the light go out
Hurry, hurry, hurry there’s something new
Here for you to bury inside of you
Worry, worry, worry if it’s all true
Is this all that life means
Where you go you know I’ll follow you
I’ll follow you into the fade
But I’m asleep and dying to wake up
In a bed that I have made
How far down the road we’ll go
Not one of us can tell
There’s a light somewhere there
And it’s got me in its spell
It’s the heart, the time and the pen
That keeps me coming back here again
Like the thunder, lightning, and the wind
It’s the heart, the time, and the pen
Hurry, hurry, hurry there’s something new
Here for you to bury inside of you
Worry, worry, worry if it’s all true
Is this all that life is.
Memento Mori
1. Roosevelt
(capo 2nd. Intro C-F-C,C-Am-C, Verse C-F-C-F, Chorus Am-G-F-C)
Intro 3x’s
She’s skipping stones on the river of her enemy
He’s up in lights on the banks of her memory
Oh the day has a way of loving you
But oh the night has a way of leaving you
Verse, Chorus, Intro
And up on her wall, a framed The Man In The Arena quote
And in a box she’s fading on the note he wrote
Oh the day has a way of loving you
But oh the night has a way of leaving you
Oh the day has a way of needing you
But oh the night has a way of cheating you
Intro 2x’s
Oh the day has a way of loving you
But oh the night has a way of leaving you.
2. She Was Going To Grow You A Garden (down 1/2 step. Verse: G-Bm-Am-DsusF#7 (200230). Pre-Chorus: C-D-G-climb down F note-C 2x’s, Pre-Chorus 2: D-D7, Chorus: G-C-G-D-G-C-D-D7)
Verse
Drinking Irish whiskey on the dock
A drink for every ship that’s leaving
Drink for every ship that leaving
Time is on her hands like a clock
Watch as the ships are leaving
Watching as the ships are leaving
Pre-Chorus
Home, where the bluebird knows my song
Known, where everything knows nothing ‘till it’s gone
Pre-Chorus 2
Breaking down to build up things
Fall a tree to count the rings
Chorus
She was gonna grow you a garden
She was gonna make you a sun
She was gonna grow you a garden
You were gonna make yourself the rain
You were gonna make yourself the rain
Break: G-Bm-G-Bm-Am-DsusF#7)
Verse
Drinking Irish whiskey on the dock
A drink for every ship that’s leaving
Drink for every ship that leaving
Time is on her hands like a clock
Watch as the ships are leaving
Watching as the ships are leaving
Pre-Chorus
Here, where the blackbird is always near
Fear, where the clouded mind longs to be clear
Pre-Chorus 2
Break it up to start new things
For all it takes and all it brings
Chorus
She was gonna grow you a garden
She was gonna make you a sun
She was gonna grow you a garden
You were gonna make yourself the rain
You were gonna make yourself the rain
3. Et Mortuus Est
(capo 3rd. Verse C-G-Am-G, C-G-Am-Em. Chorus Am-Em-Am climb C- Dm-Am-G-G7-C)
Verse:
Drive our car real far just to get lost,
And we keep racing down these dead end roads for no reason.
Turn ourselves around only to find,
Direction holds no meaning to us now only seasons
that we evolve into.
Chorus:
Can we try again
Or can we play pretend
That oh I really loved it here
It’s funny how you miss the things that you could never hold dear.
Chorus:
Oh and I know we’re dying
‘cause there is no rewinding
And oh I’ll really miss it here
It’s funny how you love the things that you could never hold near.
4. Carus
(G-C-G 2x s, C-G 2x s, D-C-G)
I know I can see whoever I want
Starving for you, weary of the hunt
If you keep on running, I may tire of the chase,
And never arrive at your fortress of lace.
The prettiest things I’ve collected for you,
I minded the shape, aesthetic, and hue,
I’m packing them all in a suitcase,
I’ll bring them to you in your fortress of lace.
I’ll bring them to you in your fortress of lace.
(Solo section)
Out in the sunshine and in darkness too,
I have grown flowers, flowers for you,
And I’m picking a bouquet and my finest vase,
For you to admire in your fortress of lace.
For you to watch die in your fortress of lace.
I wrote you a letter, I’ll send it someday,
Now decades like days, since I’ve gone away,
I’m stuck in a story, on your bookcase,
You read time to time in your fortress of lace.
You read time to time in your fortress of lace.
You read time to time in your fortress of lace.
5. Plato’s Cave
(1/2 step down. Verses: Em-A7-C-G climb down Dsus7. Pre-Chorus: Em-D-Am-G climb down dsus7, Chorus: Am-D 3x’s G climb down)
Verse:
The dark it felt soft with the moon in your hands,
And the birds that we drew flew away with our plans,
And bodies fill formless gardens and suns
Like flashes of loss floods the spill of the tongues
Lonely and sad like the lips that you bought
Spit out the words to inhale the thought.
Verse:
Monogrammed words like a catch phrase bouquet,
Tattooed in your heart pumping joy through your veins,
But never as low as I often go,
But always more real than you’ll ever feel,
We’ve all got a secret we’re dying to tell,
The riddles we wrap up inside of ourselves.
Pre-Chorus:
Ohh Ohh see only shadow
Ohh Ohh hear only echo
Chorus:
Try and break free darling
Let restlessness leave starving
Memento Vivere
Up from the deep dawning
Wake from the sleep mo(u)rning
Memento Mori
Verse:
A doctorate degree in misery,
Organically farming out all debris,
It’s painfully painless, and different like me,
Like things that you feel but can’t quite believe,
A fire is burning up Plato’s cave,
An ocean of thought killing all of the flames.
Pre-Chorus:
Ohh Ohh see only shadow
Ohh Ohh hear only echo
Chorus:
And oh if you feel something
Seek to just be nothing
Memento Vivere
Love is the ghost haunting
Time lost on endless wanting
Memento Mori
6. Belgrade Street
(1/2 step down.)(Verses C-F-C-G (last line C-F-G), Chorus C-F-C-G, C-F-G-G7)
Verse:
In a natural disaster,
I hear the earth moves faster,
Think I found something real this time...
I was…
Driving south with a north mind,
90 miles an hour down that dotted line...I’ve been…
Cutting ties, resurrecting rye,
Staring at the present like the future and past died.
Having a drink with worry, bygones be gone.
Chorus:
Oh woah there goes my mind again,
Just like you and me.
It ain’t star crossed, it’s a coin toss,
As far as the eye will let us see.
Verse:
Philadelphia moon, morning glory and bar rooms.
Believe I lost who I’d been this time...
I was…
Blooming slow motion, in real time,
Reasons skipping lines like they were fated to find rhymes.
Suffocating time, breathing paradigm,
Conjuring a code to cleave the flaw from ripe vine,
Having a beer with memory, ‘cause we’re old friends.
Chorus:
Oh woah there goes my mind again,
Just like you and me.
It ain’t star crossed, it’s a coin toss,
As far as the eye will let us see.
Verse:
Ringing bells in rafters,
Echo all lost chapters,
I swore I could hear it this time...
I was...
Running fast, on crooked path,
Weaving back and forth like I was threading a black dress...just...
Passing time, to past lives,
Rewinding wounded heart like it was dying to revive,
Having a shot with emptiness,
To kill the void.
Chorus:
Oh woah there goes my mind again,
Just like you and me.
It ain’t star crossed, it’s a coin toss,
As far as the eye will let us see
Amor Fati